In the drear void of a sad tortured breast;
Now on the
well-knownthreshold Hope hath smil'd,
Herself appeareth in the
sunlight mild.
Unto the peace of God, which, as we read,
Blesseth us more than reason e'er bath done,
Love's happy peace would I compare indeed,
When in the presence of the dearest one.
There rests the heart, and there that sweetest thought,
The thought of being hers, is check'd by nought.
In the pure bosom doth a yearning float,
Unto a holier, purer, unknown Being
Its
gratefulaspiration to devote,
The Ever-Nameless then unriddled
seeing;
We call it: piety!--such blest delight
I feel a share in, when before her sight.
Before her sight, as 'neath the sun's hot ray,
Before her
breath, as 'neath the spring's soft wind,
In its deep
wintrycavern melts away
Self-love, so long in icy chains confin'd;
No
selfishness and no self-will are nigh,
For at her
advent they were forced to fly.
It seems as though she said: "As hours pass by
They spread before us life with kindly plan;
Small knowledge did the
yesterday supply,
To know the
morrow is conceal'd from man;
And if the thought of evening made me start,
The sun at
setting gladden'd straight my heart.
"Act, then, as I, and look, with
joyous mind,
The moment in the face; nor
linger thou!
Meet it with speed, so
fraught with life, so kind
In action, and in love so
radiant now;
Let all things be where thou art, childlike ever,
Thus thoult be all, thus, thou'lt be vanquish'd never."
Thou speakest well,
methought, for as thy guide
The moment's favour did a god assign,
And each one feels himself when by thy side,
Fate's fav'rite in a moment so divine;
I tremble at thy look that bids me go,
Why should I care such
wisdom vast to know?
Now am I far! And what would best befit
The present minute? I could scarcely tell;
Full many a rich possession offers it,
These but
offend, and I would fain repel.
Yearnings un
quenchable still drive me on,
All
counsel, save unbounded tears, is gone.
Flow on, flow on in never-ceasing course,
Yet may ye never
quench my
inward fire!
Within my bosom heaves a
mighty force,
Where death and life
contend in
combat dire.
Medicines may serve the body's pangs to still;
Nought but the spirit fails in strength of will,--
Fails in
conception;
wherefore fails it so?
A thousand times her image it portrays;
Enchanting now, and now compell'd to go,
Now indistinct, now clothed in purest rays!
How could the smallest comfort here be flowing?
The ebb and flood, the coming and the going!
* * * * * *
Leave me here now, my life's companions true!
Leave me alone on rock, in moor and heath;
But courage! open lies the world to you,
The
glorious heavens above, the earth beneath;
Observe,
investigate, with searching eyes,
And nature will
disclose her mysteries.
To me is all, I to myself am lost,
Who the im
mortals' fav'rite erst was thought;
They,
tempting, sent Pandoras to my cost,
So rich in
wealth, with danger far more
fraught;
They urged me to those lips, with
rapture crown'd,
Deserted me, and hurl'd me to the ground.
1823.
III. ATONEMENT.
[Composed, when 74 years old, for a Polish lady, who excelled in
playing on the pianoforte.]
PASSION brings reason--who can pacify
An anguish'd heart whose loss hath been so great?
Where are the hours that fled so
swiftly by?
In vain the fairest thou didst gain from fate;
Sad is the soul, confused the enterprise;
The
glorious world, how on the sense it dies!
In million tones entwined for evermore,
Music with angel-pinions hovers there,
To
pierce man's being to its inmost core,
Eternal beauty has its fruit to bear;
The eye grows moist, in yearnings blest reveres
The
godlike worth of music as of tears.
And so the lighten'd heart soon learns to see
That it still lives, and beats, and ought to beat,
Off'ring itself with joy and willingly,
In
gratefulpayment for a gift so sweet.
And then was felt,--oh may it
constant prove!--
The twofold bliss of music and of love.
1823.
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THE
remembrance of the Good
Keep us ever glad in mood.
The
remembrance of the Fair
Makes a
mortalrapture share.
The
remembrance of one's Love
Blest Is, if it
constant prove.
The
remembrance of the One
Is the greatest joy that's known.
1828.
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[Written at the age of 77.]
WHEN I was still a
youthful wight,
So full of
enjoyment and merry,
The painters used to
assert, in spite,
That my features were small--yes, very;
Yet then full many a
beauteous child
With true
affection upon me smil'd.
Now as a greybeard I sit here in state,
By street and by lane held in awe, sirs;
And may be seen, like old Frederick the Great,
On pipebowls, on cups, and on saucers.
Yet the
beauteous maidens, they keep afar;
Oh
vision of youth! Oh golden star!
1826.
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FOR EVER.
THE happiness that man,
whilst prison'd here,
Is wont with
heavenlyrapture to compare,--
The
harmony of Truth, from wavering clear,--
Of Friendship that is free from doubting care,--
The light which in stray thoughts alone can cheer
The wise,--the bard alone in
visions fair,--
In my best hours I found in her all this,