But at the heavens' uncomprehended pleasure.
With amplitude unchecked, how
sweetly thou
Didst wear the ancient custom of the skies,
And yoke of used prescription; and
thence how
Find gay
variety no license could devise!
As we the quested beauties better wit
Of the one grove our own than forests great,
Restraint, by the
delighted search of it,
Turns to right scope. For lovely moving intricate
Is put to fair devising in the curb
Of ordered limit; and all-changeful Hermes
Is Terminus as well. Yet we perturb
Our souls for
latitude, whose strength in bound and term is.
How far am I from
heavenly liberty,
That play at
policy with change and fate,
Who should my soul from foreign broils keep free,
In the fast-guarded frontiers of its single state!
Could I face firm the Is, and with To-be
Trust Heaven; to Heaven
commit the deed, and do;
In power contained, calm in infirmity,
And fit myself to change with
virtue ever new;
Thou hadst not shamed me, cousin of the sky,
Thou
wandering kinsman, that didst
sweetly live
Unnoted, and unnoted
sweetly die,
Weeping more
gracious song than any I can weave;
Which these gross-tissued words do
sorely wrong.
Thou hast taught me on powerlessness a power;
To make song wait on life, not life on song;
To hold sweet not too sweet, and bread for bread though sour;
By law to
wander, to be
strictly free.
With tears ascended from the heart's sad sea,
Ah, such a silver song to Death could I
Sing, Pain would list, forgetting Pain to be,
And Death would tarry marvelling, and forget to die!
TO THE SINKING SUN.
How
graciously thou wear'st the yoke
Of use that does not fail!
The grasses, like an anchored smoke,
Ride in the bending gale;
This knoll is snowed with blosmy manna,
And fire-dropt as a seraph's mail.
Here every eve thou stretchest out
Untarnishable wing,
And marvellously bring'st about
Newly an olden thing;
Nor ever through like-ordered heaven
Moves largely thy grave progressing.
Here every eve thou goest down
Behind the self-same hill,
Nor ever twice alike go'st down
Behind the self-same hill;
Nor like-ways is one flame-sopped flower
Possessed with glory past its will.
Not twice alike! I am not blind,
My sight is live to see;
And yet I do
complain of thy
Weary
variety.
O Sun! I ask thee less or more,
Change not at all, or utterly!
O give me unprevisioned new,
Or give to change reprieve!
For new in me is olden too,
That I for sameness grieve.
O flowers! O grasses! be but once
The grass and flower of yester-eve!
Wonder and
sadness are the lot
Of change: thou yield'st mine eyes
Grief of
vicissitude, but not
Its penetrant surprise.
Immutability mutable
Burthens my spirit and the skies.
O altered joy, all joyed of yore,
Plodding in unconned ways!
O grief grieved out, and yet once more
A dull, new, staled amaze!
I dream, and all was dreamed before,
Or dream I so? the
dreamer says.
GRIEF'S HARMONICS.
At evening, when the lank and rigid trees,
To the mere forms of their sweet day-selves drying,
On heaven's blank leaf seem pressed and flatten-ed;
Or rather, to my sombre thoughts replying,
Of plumes funereal the thin effigies;
That hour when all old dead things seem most dead,
And their death
instant most and most undying,
That the flesh aches at them; there stirred in me
The babe of an
unborn calamity,
Ere its due time to be deliver-ed.
Dead sorrow and sorrow
unborn so blent their pain,
That which more present was were hardly said,
But both more NOW than any Now can be.
My soul like sackcloth did her body rend,
And thus with Heaven contend:-
'Let pass the chalice of this coming dread,
Or that fore-drained O bid me not re-drain!'
So have I asked, who know my asking vain,
Woe against woe in antiphon set over,
That grief's soul transmigrates, and lives again,
And in new pang old pang's incarnated.
MEMORAT MEMORIA.
Come you living or dead to me, out of the silt of the Past,
With the sweet of the piteous first, and the shame of the
shamefullast?
Come with your dear and
dreadful face through the passes of Sleep,
The terrible mask, and the face it masked--the face you did not
keep?
You are neither two nor one--I would you were one or two,
For your awful self is embalmed in the
fragrant self I knew:
And Above may ken, and Beneath may ken, what I mean by these words
of whirl,
But by my sleep that sleepeth not,--O Shadow of a Girl!--
Nought here but I and my dreams shall know the secret of this
thing:-
For ever the songs I sing are sad with the songs I never sing,
Sad are sung songs, but how more sad the songs we dare not sing!
Ah, the ill that we do in
tenderness, and the
hatefulhorror of
love!
It has sent more souls to the unslaked Pit than it ever will draw
above.
I
damned you, girl, with my pity, who had better by far been thwart,
And drave you hard on the track to hell, because I was gentle of
heart.
I shall have no comfort now in scent, no ease in dew, for this;
I shall be afraid of daffodils, and rose-buds are amiss;
You have made a thing of
innocence as
shameful as a sin,
I shall never feel a girl's soft arms without
horror of the skin.
My child! what was it that I sowed, that I so ill should reap?
You have done this to me. And I, what I to you?--It lies with
Sleep.
JULY FUGITIVE.
Can you tell me where has hid her
Pretty Maid July?
I would swear one day ago
She passed by,
I would swear that I do know
The blue bliss of her eye:
'Tarry, maid, maid,' I bid her;
But she hastened by.
Do you know where she has hid her,
Maid July?
Yet in truth it needs must be
The
flight of her is old;
Yet in truth it needs must be,
For her nest, the earth, is cold.
No more in the pool-ed Even
Wade her rosy feet,
Dawn-flakes no more plash from them
To poppies 'mid the wheat.
She has muddied the day's oozes
With her petulant feet;
Scared the clouds that floated,
As sea-birds they were,
Slow on the coerule
Lulls of the air,
Lulled on the luminous
Levels of air:
She has chidden in a pet
All her stars from her;
Now they
wander loose and sigh
Through the turbid blue,
Now they
wander, weep, and cry--
Yea, and I too--
'Where are you, sweet July,
Where are you?'
Who hath
beheld her footprints,
Or the
pathway she goes?
Tell me, wind, tell me, wheat,
Which of you knows?
Sleeps she swathed in the flushed Arctic
Night of the rose?
Or lie her limbs like Alp-glow
On the lily's snows?
Gales, that are all-visitant,
Find the runaway;
And for him who findeth her
(I do
charge you say)
I will throw largesse of broom
Of this summer's mintage,
I will broach a honey-bag
Of the bee's best vintage.
Breezes, wheat, flowers sweet,
None of them knows!
How then shall we lure her back
From the way she goes?
For it were a
shameful thing,
Saw we not this comer
Ere Autumn camp upon the fields
Red with rout of Summer.
When the bird quits the cage,
We set the cage outside,
With seed and with water,
And the door wide,
Haply we may win it so
Back to abide.
Hang her cage of earth out
O'er Heaven's sunward wall,
Its four gates open, winds in watch
By rein-ed cars at all;
Relume in
hanging hedgerows
The rain-quenched blossom,
And roses sob their tears out