Susan'' kept her name in the
background, that she
might not array against these projects the opposi-
tion of those prejudiced against woman suffrage.
We both spoke at the meetings, however, as I have
already explained, and one of our most chastening
experiences occurred on ``Actress Night.'' There
was a great demand for tickets for this occasion, as
every one seemed
anxious to know what kind of
speeches our leading women of the stage would make;
and the programme offered such magic names as
Helena Modjeska, Julia Marlowe, Georgia Cayvan,
Clara Morris, and others of equal
appeal. The hall
was soon filled, and to keep out the increasing
throngthe doors were locked and the
waiting crowd was
directed to a second hall for an
overflow meeting.
As it happened, Miss Anthony and I were among
the earliest arrivals at the main hall. It was the
first evening we had been free to do exactly as we
pleased, and we were both in high spirits, looking
forward to the speeches, congratulating each other
on the good seats we had been given on the plat-
form, and rallying the
speakers on their stage fright;
for, much to our
amusement, we had found them all
in
mortalterror of their
audience. Georgia Cayvan,
for example, was so
nervous that she had to be
strengthened with hot milk before she could speak,
and Julia Marlowe admitted
freely that her knees
were giving way beneath her. They really had
something of an
ordeal before them, for it was de-
cided that each
actress must speak twice going
immediately from the hall to the
overflow meeting
and repeating there the speech she had just made.
But in the mean time some one had to hold the im-
patient
audience in the second hall, and as it was a
duty every one else
promptly repudiated, a row of
suddenly imploring faces turned toward Miss An-
thony and me. I admit that we responded to the
appeal with great
reluctance. We were SO com-
fortable where we were--and we were also deeply
interested in the first
intimateglimpse we were
having of these stars in the
dramatic sky. We saw
our duty, however, and with deep sighs we rose and
departed for the second hall, where a glance at the
waitingthrong did not add to our pleasure in the
prospect before us.
When I walked upon the stage I found myself
facing an
actuallyhostileaudience. They had come
to look at and listen to the
actresses who had been
promised them, and they thought they were being
deprived of that
privilege by an interloper. Never
before had I gazed out on a mass of such unresponsive
faces or looked into so many angry eyes. They
were exchanging views on their wrongs, and the gen-
eral buzz of conversation continued when I appeared.
For some moments I stood looking at them, my
hands behind my back. If I had tried to speak they
would
undoubtedly have gone on talking; my si-
lence attracted their attention and they began to
wonder what I intended to do. When they had
stopped whispering and moving about, I spoke
to them with the
frankness of an overburdened
heart.
``I think,'' I said, slowly and
distinctly, ``that you
are the most
disagreeableaudience I ever faced in
my life.''
They gasped and stared, almost open-mouthed in
their surprise.
``Never,'' I went on, ``have I seen a
gathering of
people turn such ugly looks upon a
speaker who has
sacrificed her own
enjoyment to come and talk to
them. Do you think I want to talk to you?'' I de-
manded,
warming to my subject. ``I certainly do
not. Neither does Miss Anthony want to talk to
you, and the lady who spoke to you a few moments
ago, and whom you treated so
rudely, did not wish
to be here. We would all much prefer to be in the
other hall, listening to the
speakers from our com-
fortable seats on the stage. To
entertain you we
gave up our places and came here simply because
the committee begged us to do so. I have only one
thing more to say. If you care to listen to me
courteously I am
willing to waste time on you; but
don't imagine that I will stand here and wait while
you criticize the management.''
By this time I felt as if I had a child across my
knee to whom I was administering
maternal chastise-
ment, and the
uneasiness of my
audience underlined
the
impression. They listened rather sulkily at first;
then a few of the best-natured among them laughed,
and the laugh grew and developed into applause.
The experience had done them good, and they were
a chastened band when Clara Morris appeared, and
I
gladly yielded the floor to her.
All the
actresses who spoke that night delivered
admirable addresses, but no one equaled Madame
Modjeska, who delivered
exquisitely a speech writ-
ten, not by herself, but by a friend and country-
woman, on the condition of Polish women under
the
regime of Russia. We were all charmed as we
listened, but none of us dreamed what that address
would mean to Modjeska. It resulted in her banish-
ment from Poland, her native land, which she was
never again permitted to enter. But though she
paid so heavy a price for the
revelation, I do not
think she ever really regretted having given to
America the facts in that speech.
During this same period I embarked upon a high
adventure. I had always longed for a home, and
my heart had always been loyal to Cape Cod. Now
I
decided to have a home at Wianno, across the Cape
from my old
parish at East Dennis. Deep-seated
as my home-making
aspiration had been, it was
realized largely as the result of chance. A special
hobby of mine has always been
auction sales. I
dearly love to drop into
auction-rooms while sales
are in progress, and bid up to the danger-point,
taking care to stop just in time to let some one else
get the offered article. But of course I sometimes
failed to stop at the
psychological moment, and the
result was a sudden
realization that, in the course
of the years, I had accumulated an extraordinary
number of articles for which I had no shelter and
no possible use.
The crown jewel of the
collection was a bedroom
set I had picked up in Philadelphia. Usually,
cautious friends accompanied me on my
auction-