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Leavened his hall. They heard and let her be.
Thereafter as an enemy that has left

Death in the living waters, and withdrawn,
The wily Vivien stole from Arthur's court.

She hated all the knights, and heard in thought
Their lavishcomment when her name was named.

For once, when Arthur walking all alone,
Vext at a rumour issued from herself

Of some corruption crept among his knights,
Had met her, Vivien, being greeted fair,

Would fain have wrought upon his cloudy mood
With reverent eyes mock-loyal, shaken voice,

And fluttered adoration, and at last
With dark sweet hints of some who prized him more

Than who should prize him most; at which the King
Had gazed upon her blankly and gone by:

But one had watched, and had not held his peace:
It made the laughter of an afternoon

That Vivien should attempt the blameless King.
And after that, she set herself to gain

Him, the most famous man of all those times,
Merlin, who knew the range of all their arts,

Had built the King his havens, ships, and halls,
Was also Bard, and knew the starry heavens;

The people called him Wizard; whom at first
She played about with slight and sprightly talk,

And vivid smiles, and faintly-venomed points
Of slander, glancing here and grazing there;

And yielding to his kindlier moods, the Seer
Would watch her at her petulance, and play,

Even when they seemed unloveable, and laugh
As those that watch a kitten; thus he grew

Tolerant of what he half disdained, and she,
Perceiving that she was but half disdained,

Began to break her sports with graver fits,
Turn red or pale, would often when they met

Sigh fully, or all-silent gaze upon him
With such a fixt devotion, that the old man,

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Would flatter his own wish in age for love,

And half believe her true: for thus at times
He wavered; but that other clung to him,

Fixt in her will, and so the seasons went.
Then fell on Merlin a great melancholy;

He walked with dreams and darkness, and he found
A doom that ever poised itself to fall,

An ever-moaning battle in the mist,
World-war of dying flesh against the life,

Death in all life and lying in all love,
The meanest having power upon the highest,

And the high purpose broken by the worm.
So leaving Arthur's court he gained the beach;

There found a little boat, and stept into it;
And Vivien followed, but he marked her not.

She took the helm and he the sail; the boat
Drave with a sudden wind across the deeps,

And touching Breton sands, they disembarked.
And then she followed Merlin all the way,

Even to the wild woods of Broceliande.
For Merlin once had told her of a charm,

The which if any wrought on anyone
With woven paces and with waving arms,

The man so wrought on ever seemed to lie
Closed in the four walls of a hollow tower,

From which was no escape for evermore;
And none could find that man for evermore,

Nor could he see but him who wrought the charm
Coming and going, and he lay as dead

And lost to life and use and name and fame.
And Vivien ever sought to work the charm

Upon the great Enchanter of the Time,
As fancying that her glory would be great

According to his greatness whom she quenched.
There lay she all her length and kissed his feet,

As if in deepest reverence and in love.
A twist of gold was round her hair; a robe

Of samite without price, that more exprest
Than hid her, clung about her lissome limbs,

In colour like the satin-shining palm
On sallows in the windy gleams of March:

And while she kissed them, crying, 'Trample me,
Dear feet, that I have followed through the world,

And I will pay you worship; tread me down
And I will kiss you for it;' he was mute:

So dark a forethought rolled about his brain,
As on a dull day in an Ocean cave

The blind wave feeling round his long sea-hall
In silence: wherefore, when she lifted up

A face of sad appeal, and spake and said,
'O Merlin, do ye love me?' and again,

'O Merlin, do ye love me?' and once more,
'Great Master, do ye love me?' he was mute.

And lissome Vivien, holding by his heel,
Writhed toward him, slided up his knee and sat,

Behind his ankle twined her hollow feet
Together, curved an arm about his neck,

Clung like a snake; and letting her left hand
Droop from his mighty shoulder, as a leaf,

Made with her right a comb of pearl to part
The lists of such a board as youth gone out

Had left in ashes: then he spoke and said,
Not looking at her, 'Who are wise in love

Love most, say least,' and Vivien answered quick,
'I saw the little elf-god eyeless once

In Arthur's arras hall at Camelot:
But neither eyes nor tongue--O stupid child!

Yet you are wise who say it; let me think
Silence is wisdom: I am silent then,

And ask no kiss;' then adding all at once,
'And lo, I clothe myself with wisdom,' drew

The vast and shaggymantle of his beard
Across her neck and bosom to her knee,

And called herself a gilded summer fly
Caught in a great old tyrant spider's web,

Who meant to eat her up in that wild wood
Without one word. So Vivien called herself,

But rather seemed a lovely baleful star
Veiled in gray vapour; till he sadly smiled:

'To what request for what strange boon,' he said,
'Are these your pretty tricks and fooleries,

O Vivien, the preamble? yet my thanks,
For these have broken up my melancholy.'

And Vivien answered smiling saucily,
'What, O my Master, have ye found your voice?

I bid the stranger welcome. Thanks at last!
But yesterday you never opened lip,

Except indeed to drink: no cup had we:
In mine own lady palms I culled the spring

That gathered trickling dropwise from the cleft,
And made a pretty cup of both my hands

And offered you it kneeling: then you drank
And knew no more, nor gave me one poor word;

O no more thanks than might a goat have given
With no more sign of reverence than a beard.

And when we halted at that other well,
And I was faint to swooning, and you lay

Foot-gilt with all the blossom-dust of those
Deep meadows we had traversed, did you know

That Vivien bathed your feet before her own?
And yet no thanks: and all through this wild wood

And all this morning when I fondled you:
Boon, ay, there was a boon, one not so strange--

How had I wronged you? surely ye are wise,
But such a silence is more wise than kind.'

And Merlin locked his hand in hers and said:
'O did ye never lie upon the shore,

And watch the curled white of the coming wave
Glassed in the slippery sand before it breaks?

Even such a wave, but not so pleasurable,
Dark in the glass of some presageful mood,

Had I for three days seen, ready to fall.
And then I rose and fled from Arthur's court

To break the mood. You followed me unasked;
And when I looked, and saw you following me still,

My mind involved yourself the nearest thing
In that mind-mist: for shall I tell you truth?

You seemed that wave about to break upon me
And sweep me from my hold upon the world,

My use and name and fame. Your pardon, child.
Your pretty sports have brightened all again.

And ask your boon, for boon I owe you thrice,
Once for wrong done you by confusion, next

For thanks it seems till now neglected, last
For these your dainty gambols: wherefore ask;

And take this boon so strange and not so strange.'
And Vivien answered smiling mournfully:

'O not so strange as my long asking it,
Not yet so strange as you yourself are strange,

Nor half so strange as that dark mood of yours.
I ever feared ye were not wholly mine;

And see, yourself have owned ye did me wrong.
The people call you prophet: let it be:

But not of those that can expound themselves.
Take Vivien for expounder; she will call

That three-days-long presageful gloom of yours
No presage, but the same mistrustful mood

That makes you seem less noble than yourself,
Whenever I have asked this very boon,

Now asked again: for see you not, dear love,
That such a mood as that, which lately gloomed

Your fancy when ye saw me following you,
Must make me fear still more you are not mine,

Must make me yearn still more to prove you mine,
And make me wish still more to learn this charm

Of woven paces and of waving hands,
As proof of trust. O Merlin, teach it me.

The charm so taught will charm us both to rest.
For, grant me some slight power upon your fate,

I, feeling that you felt me worthy trust,
Should rest and let you rest, knowing you mine.

And therefore be as great as ye are named,
Not muffled round with selfish reticence.

How hard you look and how denyingly!
O, if you think this wickedness in me,

That I should prove it on you unawares,
That makes me passing wrathful; then our bond

Had best be loosed for ever: but think or not,
By Heaven that hears I tell you the clean truth,

As clean as blood of babes, as white as milk:
O Merlin, may this earth, if ever I,

If these unwitty wandering wits of mine,


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