The Pass List Is Out
With the end of June came the close of the term and the close of
Miss Stacy's rule in Avonlea school. Anne and Diana walked home that
evening feeling very sober indeed. Red eyes and damp
handkerchiefs
bore
convincingtestimony to the fact that Miss Stacy's
farewell words
must have been quite as
touching as Mr. Phillips's had been under
similar circumstances three years before. Diana looked back at the
schoolhouse from the foot of the
spruce hill and sighed deeply.
"It does seem as if it was the end of everything, doesn't it?"
she said dismally.
"You oughtn't to feel half as badly as I do," said Anne, hunting
vainly for a dry spot on her
handkerchief. "You'll be back again
next winter, but I suppose I've left the dear old school forever--
if I have good luck, that is."
"It won't be a bit the same. Miss Stacy won't be there, nor you
nor Jane nor Ruby probably. I shall have to sit all alone, for I
couldn't bear to have another deskmate after you. Oh, we have had
jolly times, haven't we, Anne? It's
dreadful to think they're all over."
Two big tears rolled down by Diana's nose.
"If you would stop crying I could," said Anne imploringly. "Just
as soon as I put away my hanky I see you brimming up and that
starts me off again. As Mrs. Lynde says, `If you can't be
cheerful,
be as
cheerful as you can.' After all, I dare say I'll be back
next year. This is one of the times I KNOW I'm not going to pass.
They're getting alarmingly frequent."
"Why, you came out
splendidly in the exams Miss Stacy gave."
"Yes, but those exams didn't make me
nervous. When I think of
the real thing you can't imagine what a
horrid cold fluttery
feeling comes round my heart. And then my number is thirteen and
Josie Pye says it's so
unlucky. I am NOT
superstitious and I know
it can make no difference. But still I wish it wasn't thirteen."
"I do wish I was going in with you," said Diana. "Wouldn't we
have a
perfectlyelegant time? But I suppose you'll have to cram
in the evenings."
"No; Miss Stacy has made us promise not to open a book at all.
She says it would only tire and
confuse us and we are to go out
walking and not think about the exams at all and go to bed early.
It's good advice, but I expect it will be hard to follow; good
advice is apt to be, I think. Prissy Andrews told me that she
sat up half the night every night of her Entrance week and
crammed for dear life; and I had determined to sit up AT LEAST as
long as she did. It was so kind of your Aunt Josephine to ask me
to stay at Beechwood while I'm in town."
"You'll write to me while you're in, won't you?"
"I'll write Tuesday night and tell you how the first day goes,"
promised Anne.
"I'll be haunting the post office Wednesday," vowed Diana.
Anne went to town the following Monday and on Wednesday Diana
haunted the post office, as agreed, and got her letter.
"Dearest Diana" [wrote Anne],
"Here it is Tuesday night and I'm
writing this in the library at
Beechwood. Last night I was
horriblylonesome all alone in my
room and wished so much you were with me. I couldn't "cram"
because I'd promised Miss Stacy not to, but it was as hard to
keep from
opening my history as it used to be to keep from
reading a story before my lessons were
learned.
"This morning Miss Stacy came for me and we went to the Academy,
calling for Jane and Ruby and Josie on our way. Ruby asked me to
feel her hands and they were as cold as ice. Josie said I looked
as if I hadn't slept a wink and she didn't believe I was strong
enough to stand the grind of the teacher's course even if I did get
through. There are times and seasons even yet when I don't feel
that I've made any great headway in
learning to like Josie Pye!
"When we reached the Academy there were scores of students there
from all over the Island. The first person we saw was Moody
Spurgeon sitting on the steps and muttering away to himself.
Jane asked him what on earth he was doing and he said he was
repeating the
multiplication table over and over to steady his
nerves and for pity's sake not to
interrupt him, because if he
stopped for a moment he got frightened and forgot everything he
ever knew, but the
multiplication table kept all his facts firmly
in their proper place!
"When we were assigned to our rooms Miss Stacy had to leave us.
Jane and I sat together and Jane was so
composed that I envied her.
No need of the
multiplication table for good, steady,
sensible Jane! I wondered if I looked as I felt and