CHAPTER X
Anne's Apology
Marilla said nothing to Matthew about the affair that
evening; but when Anne proved still refractory the next
morning an
explanation had to be made to
account for her
absence from the breakfast table. Marilla told Matthew
the whole story,
taking pains to
impress him with a due
sense of the enormity of Anne's
behavior.
"It's a good thing Rachel Lynde got a
calling down; she's a
meddlesome old gossip," was Matthew's consolatory rejoinder.
"Matthew Cuthbert, I'm astonished at you. You know that
Anne's
behavior was
dreadful, and yet you take her part!
I suppose you'll be
saying next thing that she oughtn't
to be
punished at all!"
"Well now--no--not exactly," said Matthew
uneasily. I
reckon she ought to be
punished a little. But don't be
too hard on her, Marilla. Recollect she hasn't ever had
anyone to teach her right. You're--you're going to give
her something to eat, aren't you?"
"When did you ever hear of me starving people into good
behavior?" demanded Marilla
indignantly. "She'll have
her meals regular, and I'll carry them up to her myself.
But she'll stay up there until she's
willing to apologize
to Mrs. Lynde, and that's final, Matthew."
Breakfast, dinner, and supper were very silent meals--for
Anne still remained obdurate. After each meal Marilla
carried a well-filled tray to the east gable and brought it
down later on not
noticeably depleted. Matthew eyed its last
descent with a troubled eye. Had Anne eaten anything at all?
When Marilla went out that evening to bring the cows
from the back
pasture, Matthew, who had been hanging
about the barns and watching, slipped into the house with
the air of a
burglar and crept
upstairs. As a general thing
Matthew gravitated between the kitchen and the little
bedroom off the hall where he slept; once in a while he
ventured uncomfortably into the
parlor or sitting room when
the
minister came to tea. But he had never been
upstairsin his own house since the spring he helped Marilla paper
the spare bedroom, and that was four years ago.
He tiptoed along the hall and stood for several minutes
outside the door of the east gable before he summoned
courage to tap on it with his fingers and then open the
door to peep in.
Anne was sitting on the yellow chair by the window
gazing mournfully out into the garden. Very small and
unhappy she looked, and Matthew's heart smote him.
He
softly closed the door and tiptoed over to her.
"Anne," he whispered, as if afraid of being overheard,
"how are you making it, Anne?"
Anne smiled wanly.
"Pretty well. I imagine a good deal, and that helps to
pass the time. Of course, it's rather
lonesome. But then,
I may as well get used to that."
Anne smiled again,
bravely facing the long years of
solitary
imprisonment before her.
Matthew
recollected that he must say what he had come
to say without loss of time, lest Marilla return prematurely.
"Well now, Anne, don't you think you'd better do it and
have it over with?" he whispered. "It'll have to be done
sooner or later, you know, for Marilla's a
dreadful deter-
mined woman--
dreadful determined, Anne. Do it right off,
I say, and have it over."
"Do you mean apologize to Mrs. Lynde?"
"Yes--apologize--that's the very word," said Matthew eagerly.
"Just smooth it over so to speak. That's what I was
tryingto get at."
"I suppose I could do it to
oblige you," said Anne
thoughtfully. "It would be true enough to say I am sorry,
because I AM sorry now. I wasn't a bit sorry last night.
I was mad clear through, and I stayed mad all night. I know
I did because I woke up three times and I was just furious
every time. But this morning it was over. I wasn't in a
temper anymore--and it left a
dreadful sort of goneness,
too. I felt so
ashamed of myself. But I just couldn't think
of going and telling Mrs. Lynde so. It would be so humili-
ating. I made up my mind I'd stay shut up here forever
rather than do that. But still--I'd do anything for you--if
you really want me to--"
- temper [´tempə] n.韧度 v.锻炼;调和 (初中英语单词)
- goodness [´gudnis] n.优良;美德;精华 (初中英语单词)
- solemn [´sɔləm] a.严肃的;隆重的 (初中英语单词)
- dismay [dis´mei] n.惊慌 vt.使惊慌 (初中英语单词)
- unfortunate [ʌn´fɔ:tʃunit] a.不幸的,运气差的 (初中英语单词)
- punish [´pʌniʃ] vt.(惩)罚;痛击;折磨 (初中英语单词)
- suggestion [sə´dʒestʃən] n.建议,提议;暗示 (初中英语单词)
- punishment [´pʌniʃmənt] n.罚,刑罚 (初中英语单词)
- realization [,riəlai´zeiʃən] n.实现;认识 (初中英语单词)
- behave [bi´heiv] v.举止;表现;举止端正 (初中英语单词)
- ashamed [ə´ʃeimd] a.惭愧;不好意思 (初中英语单词)
- dreadful [´dredful] a.可怕的;讨厌的 (初中英语单词)
- forgive [fə´giv] vt.原谅,谅解,宽恕 (初中英语单词)
- complain [kəm´plein] vi.抱怨,叫屈;控诉 (初中英语单词)
- scarce [skeəs, skers] a.缺乏的;稀有的 (初中英语单词)
- willing [´wiliŋ] a.情愿的,乐意的 (初中英语单词)
- satisfaction [,sætis´fækʃən] n.满意;满足 (初中英语单词)
- imagination [i,mædʒi´neiʃən] n.想象(力) (初中英语单词)
- whenever [wen´evə] conj.&ad.无论何时 (初中英语单词)
- countenance [´kauntinəns] n.面部表情;脸色;面容 (初中英语单词)
- explanation [,eksplə´neiʃən] n.解释;说明;辩解 (初中英语单词)
- account [ə´kaunt] vi.说明 vt.认为 n.帐目 (初中英语单词)
- impress [im´pres, ´impres] v.铭刻 n.印记;特征 (初中英语单词)
- pasture [´pɑ:stʃə] n.牧场;放牧 v.吃(草) (初中英语单词)
- parlor [´pɑ:lə] n.客厅;起居室 (初中英语单词)
- minister [´ministə] n.部长;大臣 v.伺候 (初中英语单词)
- softly [´sɔftli] ad.软化地;柔和地 (初中英语单词)
- oblige [ə´blaidʒ] vt.责成;迫使;使感激 (初中英语单词)
- naughty [´nɔ:ti] a.顽皮的;下流的 (高中英语单词)
- switch [switʃ] n.开关 v.转换 (高中英语单词)
- uncomfortable [ʌn´kʌmftəbəl] a.不舒服的,不自在的 (高中英语单词)
- consciousness [´kɔnʃəsnis] n.意识;觉悟;知觉 (高中英语单词)
- defect [di´fekt, ´di:fekt] n.缺点,不足 (高中英语单词)
- efficiency [i´fiʃənsi] n.效力;效率;有能力 (高中英语单词)
- appeal [ə´pi:l] vi.&n.请求;呼吁;上诉 (高中英语单词)
- downward [´daunwəd] a.下降的,向下的 (高中英语单词)
- homely [´həumli] a.朴素的;不漂亮的 (高中英语单词)
- saying [´seiŋ, ´sei-iŋ] n.言语;言论;格言 (高中英语单词)
- hearing [´hiəriŋ] n.听力;听证会;审讯 (高中英语单词)
- exhibition [eksi´biʃ(ə)n] n.展览;显示;表演 (高中英语单词)
- remembrance [ri´membrəns] n.记忆(力);回忆 (高中英语单词)
- behavior [bi´heiviə] n.举止,行为 (高中英语单词)
- inspiration [,inspi´reiʃən] n.鼓舞;灵感;启发 (高中英语单词)
- dungeon [´dʌndʒən] n.地牢,土牢 (高中英语单词)
- lonesome [´ləunsəm] a.孤独的;冷清清的 (高中英语单词)
- bravely [´breivli] ad.勇敢地;毅然 (高中英语单词)
- imprisonment [im´priznmənt] n.监禁,下狱 (高中英语单词)
- trying [´traiiŋ] a.难堪的;费劲的 (英语四级单词)
- upstairs [,ʌp´steəz] ad.在楼上 a.楼上的 (英语四级单词)
- amiable [´eimiəbəl] a.亲切的,温和的 (英语四级单词)
- severity [si´veriti] n.严厉;严重;苛刻 (英语四级单词)
- swollen [´swəulən] swell的过去分词 (英语四级单词)
- recollect [rekə´lekt] v.重新集合;恢复 (英语四级单词)
- burglar [´bə:glə] n.(入室行窃的)盗贼 (英语四级单词)
- uneasily [ʌn´i:zili] ad.不安地;局促地 (英语六级单词)
- humiliation [hju:,mili´eiʃən] n.羞辱,屈辱 (英语六级单词)
- rigidly [´ridʒidli] ad.坚硬地;不易弯地 (英语六级单词)
- stubbornly [´stʌbənli] ad.顽固地,倔强地 (英语六级单词)
- respectful [ri´spektfəl] a.恭敬的;尊敬人的 (英语六级单词)
- taking [´teikiŋ] a.迷人的 n.捕获物 (英语六级单词)
- calling [´kɔ:liŋ] n.点名;职业;欲望 (英语六级单词)
- indignantly [in´dignəntli] ad.愤慨地,义愤地 (英语六级单词)
- noticeably [´nəutisəbli] ad.显著地,显然 (英语六级单词)