lost his
relish for Pamela's lighter talk; in fact, he seemed to
turn to her with some relief--perhaps it is
refreshing to
escape from self-analysis, even when the process is conducted in
the pleasantest possible manner--and the hours which Miss Liston
gave to work were
devoted by Chillington to maintaining his
cordial relations with the lady whose comfortable and not over-
tragical
disposal was taxing Miss Liston's skill. For she had
definitely
decided all her plot--she told me so a few days later.
It was all planned out; nay, the scene in which the truth as to
his own feelings bursts on Sir Gilbert (I forget at the moment
what name the novel gave him) was, I understood, actually
written; the
shallow girl was to experience nothing worse than a
wound to her
vanity, and was to turn, with as much alacrity as
decency allowed, to the
substitute whom Miss Liston had now
provided. All this was poured into my
sympathetic ear, and I say
sympathetic in all
sincerity; for, although I may occasionally
treat Miss Liston's
literary efforts with less than proper
respect, she herself was my friend, and the
conviction under
which she was now living would, I knew, unless it were
justified, bring her into much of that unhappiness in which one
generally found her
heroine plunged about the end of Volume II.
The
heroine generally got out all right, and the knowledge that
she would enabled the reader to
preservecheerfulness. But would
poor little Miss Liston get out? I was none too sure of it.
Suddenly a change came in the state of affairs. Pamela produced
it. It must have struck her that the increasing
intimacy of Miss
Liston and Chillington might become something other than "funny."
To put it
briefly and metaphorically, she whistled her dog back
to her heels. I am not
skilled in understanding or describing
the artifices of ladies; but even I saw the
transformation in
Pamela. She put forth her strength and put on her prettiest
gowns; she refused to take her place in the sea-saw of society
which Chillington had recently established for his pleasure. If
he spent an hour with Miss Liston, Pamela would have nothing
of him for a day; she met his attentions with scorn unless they
were undivided. Chillington seemed at first
puzzled; I believe
that he never regarded his talks with Miss Liston in other than a
business point of view, but directly he understood that Pamela
claimed him, and that she was prepared, in case he did not obey
her call, to establish a
grievance against him, he lost no time
in manifesting his
obedience. A whole day passed in which, to my
certain knowledge, he was not alone a moment with Miss Liston,
and did not, save at the family meals, exchange a word with her.
As he walked off with Pamela, Miss Liston's eyes followed him in
wistful
longing; she stole away
upstairs and did not come down
till five o'clock. Then,
finding me strolling about with a
cigarette, she joined me.
"Well, how goes the book?" I asked.
"I haven't done much to it just lately," she answered, in a low
voice. "I--it's--I don't quite know what to do with it."
"I thought you'd settled?"
"So I had, but--oh, don't let's talk about it, Mr. Wynne!"
But a moment later she went on talking about it.
"I don't know why I should make it end happily," she said. "I'm
sure life isn't always happy, is it?"
"Certainly not," I answered. "You mean your man might stick to
the
shallow girl after all?"
"Yes," I just heard her whisper.
"And be
miserable afterward?" I pursued.
"I don't know," said Miss Liston. "Perhaps he wouldn't."
"Then you must make him
shallow himself."
"I can't do that," she said quickly. "Oh, how difficult it is!"
She may have meant merely the art of
writing--when I cordially
agree with--but I think she meant also the way of the world--
which does not make me
withdraw my
assent. I left her walking up
and down in front of the drawing-room windows, a rather
forlorn little figure, thrown into distinctness by the cold
rays of the
setting sun.
All was not over yet. That evening Chillington broke away. Led
by
vanity, or interest, or
friendliness, I know not which--tired
may be of paying court (the attitude in which Pamela kept him),
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