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To be sure, Enoch's marriage did not turn out. He

himself brought it to an end. He began to feel
choked and walled in by the life in the apartment,

and to feel toward his wife and even toward his
children as he had felt concerning the friends who

once came to visit him. He began to tell little lies
about business engagements that would give him

freedom to walk alone in the street at night and, the
chance offering, he secretly re-rented the room fac-

ing Washington Square. Then Mrs. Al Robinson
died on the farm near Winesburg, and he got eight

thousand dollars from the bank that acted as trustee
of her estate. That took Enoch out of the world of

men altogether. He gave the money to his wife and
told her he could not live in the apartment any

more. She cried and was angry and threatened, but
he only stared at her and went his own way. In

reality the wife did not care much. She thought
Enoch slightlyinsane and was a little afraid of him.

When it was quite sure that he would never come
back, she took the two children and went to a village

in Connecticut where she had lived as a girl. In the
end she married a man who bought and sold real

estate and was contented enough.
And so Enoch Robinson stayed in the New York

room among the people of his fancy, playing with
them, talking to them, happy as a child is happy.

They were an odd lot, Enoch's people. They were
made, I suppose, out of real people he had seen and

who had for some obscure reason made an appeal
to him. There was a woman with a sword in her

hand, an old man with a long white beard who went
about followed by a dog, a young girl whose stock-

ings were always coming down and hanging over
her shoe tops. There must have been two dozen of

the shadow people, invented by the child-mind of
Enoch Robinson, who lived in the room with him.

And Enoch was happy. Into the room he went
and locked the door. With an absurd air of impor-

tance he talked aloud, giving instructions, making
comments on life. He was happy and satisfied to go

on making his living in the advertising place until
something happened. Of course something did hap-

pen. That is why he went back to live in Winesburg
and why we know about him. The thing that hap-

pened was a woman. It would be that way. He was
too happy. Something had to come into his world.

Something had to drive him out of the New York
room to live out his life an obscure, jerky little fig-

ure, bobbing up and down on the streets of an Ohio
town at evening when the sun was going down be-

hind the roof of Wesley Moyer's livery barn.
About the thing that happened. Enoch told George

Willard about it one night. He wanted to talk to
someone, and he chose the young newspaper re-

porter because the two happened to be thrown to-
gether at a time when the younger man was in a

mood to understand.
Youthful sadness, young man's sadness, the sad-

ness of a growing boy in a village at the year's end,
opened the lips of the old man. The sadness was in

the heart of George Willard and was without mean-
ing, but it appealed to Enoch Robinson.

It rained on the evening when the two met and
talked, a drizzly wet October rain. The fruition of

the year had come and the night should have been
fine with a moon in the sky and the crisp sharp

promise of frost in the air, but it wasn't that way.
It rained and little puddles of water shone under the

street lamps on Main Street. In the woods in the
darkness beyond the Fair Ground water dripped

from the black trees. Beneath the trees wet leaves
were pasted against tree roots that protruded from

the ground. In gardens back of houses in Winesburg
dry shriveled potato vines lay sprawling on the

ground. Men who had finished the evening meal
and who had planned to go uptown to talk the eve-

ning away with other men at the back of some store
changed their minds. George Willard tramped about

in the rain and was glad that it rained. He felt that
way. He was like Enoch Robinson on the evenings

when the old man came down out of his room and
wandered alone in the streets. He was like that only

that George Willard had become a tall young man
and did not think it manly to weep and carry on.

For a month his mother had been very ill and that
had something to do with his sadness, but not

much. He thought about himself and to the young
that always brings sadness.

Enoch Robinson and George Willard met beneath
a wooden awning that extended out over the side-

walk before Voight's wagon shop on Maumee Street
just off the main street of Winesburg. They went

together from there through the rain-washed streets
to the older man's room on the third floor of the

Heffner Block. The young reporter went willingly
enough. Enoch Robinson asked him to go after the

two had talked for ten minutes. The boy was a little
afraid but had never been more curious in his life.

A hundred times he had heard the old man spoken
of as a little off his head and he thought himself

rather brave and manly to go at all. From the very
beginning, in the street in the rain, the old man

talked in a queer way, trying to tell the story of the
room in Washington Square and of his life in the

room. "You'll understand if you try hard enough,"
he said conclusively. "I have looked at you when

you went past me on the street and I think you can
understand. It isn't hard. All you have to do is to

believe what I say, just listen and believe, that's all
there is to it."

It was past eleven o'clock that evening when old
Enoch, talking to George Willard in the room in the

Heffner Block, came to the vital thing, the story of
the woman and of what drove him out of the city

to live out his life alone and defeated in Winesburg.
He sat on a cot by the window with his head in his

hand and George Willard was in a chair by a table.
A kerosene lamp sat on the table and the room,

although almost bare of furniture, was scrupulously
clean. As the man talked George Willard began to

feel that he would like to get out of the chair and
sit on the cot also. He wanted to put his arms about

the little old man. In the half darkness the man
talked and the boy listened, filled with sadness.

"She got to coming in there after there hadn't
been anyone in the room for years," said Enoch

Robinson. "She saw me in the hallway of the house
and we got acquainted. I don't know just what she

did in her own room. I never went there. I think
she was a musician and played a violin. Every now

and then she came and knocked at the door and I
opened it. In she came and sat down beside me, just

sat and looked about and said nothing. Anyway, she
said nothing that mattered."

The old man arose from the cot and moved about
the room. The overcoat he wore was wet from the

rain and drops of water kept falling with a soft
thump on the floor. When he again sat upon the cot

George Willard got out of the chair and sat beside
him.

"I had a feeling about her. She sat there in the
room with me and she was too big for the room. I

felt that she was driving everything else away. We
just talked of little things, but I couldn't sit still. I

wanted to touch her with my fingers and to kiss
her. Her hands were so strong and her face was so

good and she looked at me all the time."
The trembling voice of the old man became silent

and his body shook as from a chill. "I was afraid,"
he whispered. "I was terribly afraid. I didn't want

to let her come in when she knocked at the door
but I couldn't sit still. 'No, no,' I said to myself, but

I got up and opened the door just the same. She
was so grown up, you see. She was a woman. I

thought she would be bigger than I was there in
that room."

Enoch Robinson stared at George Willard, his
childlike blue eyes shining in the lamplight. Again

he shivered. "I wanted her and all the time I didn't
want her," he explained. "Then I began to tell her

about my people, about everything that meant any-
thing to me. I tried to keep quiet, to keep myself to

myself, but I couldn't. I felt just as I did about open-
ing the door. Sometimes I ached to have her go

away and never come back any more."
The old man sprang to his feet and his voice

shook with excitement. "One night something hap-
pened. I became mad to make her understand me

and to know what a big thing I was in that room. I
wanted her to see how important I was. I told her

over and over. When she tried to go away, I ran
and locked the door. I followed her about. I talked

and talked and then all of a sudden things went to
smash. A look came into her eyes and I knew she

did understand. Maybe she had understood all the
time. I was furious. I couldn't stand it. I wanted her

to understand but, don't you see, I couldn't let her
understand. I felt that then she would know every-

thing, that I would be submerged, drowned out,
you see. That's how it is. I don't know why."

The old man dropped into a chair by the lamp
and the boy listened, filled with awe. "Go away,

boy," said the man. "Don't stay here with me any
more. I thought it might be a good thing to tell you

but it isn't. I don't want to talk any more. Go away."
George Willard shook his head and a note of com-

mand came into his voice. "Don't stop now. Tell
me the rest of it," he commanded sharply. "What

happened? Tell me the rest of the story."
Enoch Robinson sprang to his feet and ran to the

window that looked down into the deserted main
street of Winesburg. George Willard followed. By

the window the two stood, the tall awkward boy-
man and the little wrinkled man-boy. The childish,

eager voice carried forward the tale. "I swore at
her," he explained. "I said vile words. I ordered her

to go away and not to come back. Oh, I said terrible
things. At first she pretended not to understand but

I kept at it. I screamed and stamped on the floor. I
made the house ring with my curses. I didn't want



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