lurketh in the garden. And the name of the
serpent is Satiety. He
maketh the heart to grow weary of what it once danced and leaped to
think upon, and the ear to wax dull to the
melody of sounds that
once were sweet, and the eye blind to the beauty that once led
enchantment
captive. And sometimes--we know not why, but we shall
know
hereafter, for life is not completely happy since it is not
heaven, nor completely
unhappy since it is the road thither--
sometimes the light of the sun is
withdrawn for a moment, and that
which is fairest vanishes from the place that was enriched by its
presence. Yet the garden is never quite deserted. Modest flowers,
whose charms we had not noted when youth was bright and the world
seemed ours, now lift their heads in sheltered places and whisper
peace. The morning song of the birds is hushed, for the dawn breaks
less rosily in the eastern skies, but at
twilight they still come
and
nestle in the branches that were sunned in the smile of love and
watered with its happy tears. And over the grave of each buried
hope or joy stands an angel with strong comforting hands and patient
smile; and the name of the garden is Life, and the angel is Memory.'
Chapter XVI. The decay of Romance.
I have changed my Belvern, and there are so many others left to
choose from that I might live in a different Belvern each week.
North, South, East, and West Belvern, New Belvern, Old Belvern,
Great Belvern, Little Belvern, Belvern Link, Belvern Common, and
Belvern Wells. They are all
nestled together in the
velvet hollows
or on the
wooded crowns of the
matchless Belvern Hills, from which
they look down upon the fairest plains that ever
blessed the eye.
One can see from their heights a score of market towns and villages,
three splendid cathedrals, each in a different county, the queenly
Severn winding like a silver thread among the trees, with soft-
flowing Avon and gentle Teme watering the verdant meadows through
which they pass. All these hills and dales were once the Royal
Forest, and afterwards the Royal Chase, of Belvern, covering nearly
seven thousand acres in three counties; and from the
lonely height
of the Beacon no less than
'Twelve fair counties saw the blaze'
of signals, when the country was threatened by a Spanish
invasion.
As for me, I mourn the decay of Romance with a great R; we have it
still among us, but we spell it with a smaller letter. It must be
so much more interesting to be threatened with an
invasion,
especially a Spanish
invasion, than with a strike, for instance.
The clashing of swords and the flashing of spears in the sunshine
are so much more dazzling and inspiring than a line of policemen
with clubs! Yes, I wish it were the age of
chivalry again, and that
I were looking down from these hills into the Royal Chase. Of
course I know that there were
wicked and
selfish tyrants in those
days, before the free press, the jury
system, and the folding-bed
had
wrought their beneficent influences upon the common mind and
heart. Of course they would have sneered at Browning Societies and
improved tenements, and of course they did not care a penny whether
woman had the
ballot or not, so long as man had the bottle; but I
would that the other moderns were enjoying the modern improvements,
and that I were gazing into the cool depths of those deep forests
where there were once good lairs for the wolf and wild boar. I
should like to hear the baying of the hounds and the
mellow horns of
the
huntsman. I should like to see the royal cavalcade emerging
from one of those
wooded glades:
monarch and baron bold, proud
prelate, abbot and prior, belted
knight and ladye fair,
sweeping in
gorgeous array under the arcades of the overshadowing trees, silver
spurs and jewelled trappings glittering in the
sunlight, princely
forms bending low over the saddles of the court beauties. Why, oh
why, is it not possible to be
picturesque and pious in the same
epoch? Why may not
chivalry and
charity go hand in hand? It amuses
me to imagine the
amazement of the barons, bold and belted
knights,
could they be resuscitated for a sufficient length of time to gaze
upon the hydropathic establishments which dot their ancient hunting-
grounds. It would have been very difficult to interest the age of
chivalry in hydropathy.
Such is the
fascination of
historic association that I am sure, if I
could drag my
beloved but
conscientious Salemina from some foreign
soup-kitchen which she is
doubtless inspecting, I could make even
her mourn the vanished past with me this morning, on the Beacon's
towering head. For Salemina wearies of the age of
charitysometimes, as every one does who is
trying to make it a beautiful
possibility.
Chapter XVII. Short stops and long bills.
The manner of my c
hanging from West to North Belvern was this. When
I had been two days at Holly House, I reflected that my sitting-room
faced the wrong way for the view, and that my bedroom was dark and
not large enough to swing a cat in. Not that there was the remotest
necessity of my swinging cats in it, but the figure of speech is
always useful. Neither did I care to occupy myself with the
perennial
inspection and purchase of raw edibles, when I wished to
live in an ideal world and paint a great picture. Mrs. Hobbs would
come to my
bedside in the morning and ask me if I would like to buy
a fowl. When I looked upon the fowl, limp in death, with its
headless neck
hanging dejectedly over the edge of the plate, its
giblets and
kidneys lying in im
modestconfusion on the outside of
itself, and its liver 'tucked under its wing, poor thing,' I never
wanted to buy it. But one morning, in
taking my walk, I chanced
upon an idyllic spot: the front of the whitewashed cottage
embowered in flowers, bird-cages built into these bowers, a little
notice
saying 'Canaries for Sale,' and an English rose of a baby
sitting in the path stringing hollyhock buds. There was no
apartment sign, but I walked in, ostensibly to buy some flowers. I
met Mrs. Bobby, loved her at first sight, the
passion was
reciprocal, and I wheedled her into giving me her own sitting-room
and the bedroom above it. It only remained now for me to break my
projected change of
residence to my present
landlady, and this I
distinctly dreaded. Of course Mrs. Hobbs said, when I timidly
mentioned the subject, that she wished she had known I was leaving
an hour before, for she had just refused a lady and her husband,
most
desirable persons, who looked as if they would be
permanent.
Can it be that lodgers
radiate the
permanent or transitory quality,
quite unknown to themselves?
I was very much embarrassed, as she threatened to become tearful;
and as I was determined never to give up Mrs. Bobby, I said
desperately, "I must leave you, Mrs. Hobbs, I must indeed; but as
you seem to feel so badly about it, I'll go out and find you another
lodger in my place."
The fact is, I had seen, not long before, a lady going in and out of
houses, as I had done on the night of my
arrival, and it occurred to
me that I might
pursue her, and
persuade her to take my place in
Holly House and buy the headless fowl. I walked for nearly an hour
before I was rewarded with a
glimpse of my victim's grey dress
whisking round the corner of Pump Street. I approached, and, with a
smile that was intended to be a
justification in itself, I explained
my somewhat
unusualmission. She was rather unreceptive at first;
she thought
evidently that I was to have a
percentage on her, if I
succeeded in capturing her alive and delivering her to Mrs. Hobbs;
but she was very weary and discouraged, and finally fell in with my
plans. She accompanied me home, was introduced to Mrs. Hobbs, and
engaged my rooms from the following day. As she had a sister, she
promised to be a more lucrative incumbent than I; she enjoyed
ordering food in a raw state, did not care for views, and thought
purple clematis vines only a shelter for insects: so every one was
satisfied, and I most of all when I wrestled with Mrs. Hobb's
itemised bill for two nights and one day. Her
weeklyaccount must
be rolled on a
cylinder, I should think, like the list of Don Juan's
amours, for the bill of my brief
residence beneath her roof was