It's been a long time that I didn't dare to speak here in the forum ,because I was only confident on my Chinese.I want,however,talk about sth tonight;not only because of the romantic moon lights,but the one who's with me right now.

i can't suppose what my life would be if i didn't have the island trip last month. Had I not been to that island, I would not have met him there. He was one of my friends' husband at the time. i didn't even think about being his girlfriend at the moment I was talking to him alone on the beach, while the others, including his wife, were somewhere else watching the precious birds. I did enjoy the conversation with him, though I had no intention to be involved into his private life. He's left earlier because he needed to attend another party back in his city. You know what, i love to watch him when he's driving his car. He's so handsome and attractive to me!

When I came back to the city, he called me for a big gathering. He was late for the dinner. When he came in the room with the smile he always has, I saw he was in his black suit and a white shirt. he looked so handsome and special that i really wanted him to sit besides me.Lucky he did and he started talking with me. he treated me as one of his friends and his warm greetings cheered me a lot. I couldn't help falling in love with him after the dinner. Soon after that, we were in love with each other.

I told myself if I fall in love with a married man, then you should love only the positive part that you can see. You should not dig into the facts which would surely annoy you. As a 25-year-old girl, I am lucky to be awake on this so-called love game. I know what I am doing now.

To my surprise, he deviorced soon after I met him, yet I know I was not the reason. So suddenly I was pulled out to the sunlights from darkness. I'm not ready yet, cause I am not sure if he's loving me or needing me. I know it takes time for me to find out the truth beneath. I did not think about our future, but now I have to consider it carefully. On the family party last week, my granny told me to get married as soon as possible. Then I realized it's the right time for me to have a boyfriend. I'm not sure if he's the right person I was looking for. Saying good-bye to the wrong things means meeting the right ones. is he my Mr.Right? I don;t know. But I do know had I met him today, I would be sure that he would be my man. Unfortunately, I met him when he was still a husband of another woman. I hate to be just a lover of his, so i am confused.
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