发现自己最近的脾气变得越来越烦躁，说得难听一点就是暴躁，连我自己也意识到了。本身我的性格就是比较刚烈的，特别是惹到我发火时。不过一般来讲只要对方不要做出太出格的事，我一般也是不发火的。我现在已经不太懂得如何控制我的情绪了，因为接二连三的烦心事让我心烦意乱。

首先是某人把我帮他借的饭卡弄丢了，让我大发雷霆，因为那个饭卡是向一个正在汕头实习的师兄借的，在交给某人前我已千叮万嘱叫他不要弄丢了，否则很麻烦，但结果还是发生了。当我知道饭卡不见了那一刻，我失落得坐在椅子上六神无主。

再次是第二天，某人因为不听我的劝告把书全留在自习室里后来被人偷光了，书的价格全部加起来可能有三百块，其中有好几本是我帮他向同学借的。我再次怒发冲冠狠狠地骂了他一顿，可是骂也没用，最后还得想如何收拾这个烂摊子。接下来就是不断地向借书给我的人道歉还钱。

再接下来就是接到体委张翅鹏的电话，他问我我们班的足球是不是弃权了，他说前个星期别的班都开始比赛了只有我们班没有任何消息。我当时着实吓了一跳，赶紧去问体育部的负责人，他们说我们班弃权了，还说打过电话给我确认。可是我对这个真的一点印象也没有，况且足球赛这么大件事我不可能不问一下同学就自动弃权的，真是冤枉！他们还说有打我电话的纪录，我问他们是什么时候，他们说是某日中午。这时候我想起来了，那天中午我刚好在外面买东西，接了一个陌生电话，可是当时街上太吵了，所以我听不清就叫他们晚点打过来。可是他们不知是不是听错了以后我弃权！唉，我现在真是百口莫辩了！最后只能群发全班的飞信，向大家公开道歉我的失误。不过还好，很多同学都理解我，都叫我不要太在意了。是的，我们要集中全力应付好下面的比赛才对！我们要争取再拿一次优秀班集体！

这学期的生活注定是要多波折的了，不过我会尽全力准备雅思的，虽然时间也有限，但是我会努力的！

深圳大学 赖小琪

Yesterday I phoned back home and my mum, as usual, answered my call with a gleeful voice. Each time she would call my name pleasantly at picking up the phone. I am afraid that that is her happiest time during the week. Calling home at least once a week has become my compulsory course since I entered senior middle school. Until now, I still keep this habit. I am loving my family to the deepest of my heart and concerning about them all the time.

When I was chatting happily with my mum about my current life, all of sudden, my mum cast a question to me, which thoroughly caught me off guard! She asked me delicately, "My dear son, do you have something bothering you?" I was stunned with my eyes real open, which my mum certainly could not see and imagine, I am afraid. Not until tens of seconds passed did I finally get back to my feet. I asked my mum back, "Why do you ask me this question that you had never asked before?" "As far as I know, since you entered senior middle school, I have never seen your upset face. You always present a happy face in front of us. In the beginning, I had thought that you did not meet any trouble bothering you heart. But after second thought, I know it is totally out of the question. So I know you are trying to hide your pains in your heart knowingly for certain purpose. You do so just not to worry us, right?" my mum went on prying. At that moment, I had to squeeze a smile and told her gently, "Mum, yes, I did meet some troubles that greatly tortured my heart deeply before. They stemmed from life, study and my personal affairs. I did not tell you for the reason that for one thing, I did not want to spoil your peaceful mind, for the other, as you know, some problems have to be tackled by oneself and we just need to keep in to ourselves and be left alone, right?" "Yeah, but if you need some listeners and advisors, I am willing to become one." "Ok, mum. Believe in me! I have already grown up and know dos and don'ts." A delectable chat ended with laughter.

After hanging up the phone, I was lost in thought for a long time. I know my mum loves me more than anything else, including herself. She and dad concentrate all their efforts on running the family, creating an abundant and safe condition for me and my brother. I feel really grateful to them and meantime, I profoundly know that it is impossible for me to repay them for all their sweats and bloods instilled into us all these years. What I can do now is to try to do more for them as long as I can, though it is simply a trifle matter.

But at the same time, I also want them to know that in the future, my life will belongs to me and I have the choice to live what kind of life I favor. And no matter what happens to me, I wish they would not be over-worried, for more often than not, everything may have been arranged by fate before we were born, and I will surely move mountain and earth to go through it! Wish all my families a happy life!
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