go farther than was needful. So I put the body of Nais over my
shoulder (to leave my right arm free) and blundered off as best I
could through the stifling darkness.
It was hard to find a direction; it was hard to walk in the
inky darkness over ground that was tossed and tumbled like a frozen
sea: and as the earth still quaked and heaved, it was hard also to
keep a
footing. But if I did fall myself a score of times, my dear
burden got no
bruise, and
presently I got to the skirts of the
square, and found a street I knew. The most
venomous part of the
shaking was done, and no more buildings fell, but enough lay
sprawled over the
roadway to make walking into a climb, and the
sweat rolled from me as I laboured along my way.
There was no difficulty about passing the gate. There was no
gate. There was no wall. The Gods had
driven their
plough through
it, and it lay flat, and proud Atlantis stood as defenceless as the
open country. Though I knew the cause of this ruin, though, in
fact, I had myself in some
measure incited it, I was almost sad at
the ruthlessness with which it had been carried out. The royal
pyramid might go, houses and palaces might be levelled, and for
these I cared little enough; but when I saw those
stately ramparts
also filched away, there the soldier in me woke, and I grieved at
this humbling of the
mighty city that once had been my only
mistress.
But this was only a passing regret, a mere touch of the
fighting-man's pride. I had a different love now, that had wrapped
herself round me far deeper and more
tightly, and my duty was
towards her first and
foremost. The night would soon be past, and
then dangers would increase. None had interfered with us so far,
though many had jostled us as I clambered over the ruins; but this
forbearance could not be reckoned upon for long. The earth tremors
had almost died away, and after the panic and the storm, then comes
the time for the spoiling.
All men who were poor would try to seize what lay nearest to
their hands, and those of higher station, and any soldiers who
could be collected and still remained true to command, would
ruthlessly stop and strip any man they saw making off with plunder.
I had no mind to clash with these guardians of law and property,
and so I fled on
swiftly through the night with my burden, using
the unfrequented ways; and crying to the few folk who did meet me
that the woman had the
plague, and would they lend me the shelter
of their house as ours had fallen. And so in time we came to the
place where the rope dangled from the
precipice, and after Nais had
been drawn up to the safety of the Sacred Mountain, I put my leg in
the loop of the rope and followed her.
Now came what was the keenest
anxiety of all. We took the
girl and laid her on a bed in one of the houses, and there in the
lit room for the first time I saw her clearly. Her beauty was
drawn and pale. Her eyes were closed, but so thin and transparent
had grown the lids that one could almost see the brown of the pupil
beneath them. Her hair had grown to inordinate
thickness and
length, and lay as a
cushion behind and beside her head.
There was no
flicker of
breath; there was none of that pulsing
of the body which denotes life; but still she had not the
appearance of ordinary death. The Nais I had placed nine long
years before to rest in the hollow of the stone, was a fine grown
woman, full bosomed, and well boned. The Nais that remained for
me was half her weight. The old Nais it would have puzzled me to
carry for an hour: this was no burden to
impede a grown man.
In other ways too she had altered. The nails of her fingers
had grown to such a great length that they were twisted in spirals,
and the fingers themselves and her hands were so waxy and
transparent that the bony core upon which they were built showed
itself beneath the flesh in plain dull
outline. Her clay-cold lips
were so white, that one sighed to remember the full beauty of their
carmine. Her shoulders and neck had lost their
comely curves, and
made bony hollows now in which the dust of entombment lodged black
and thickly.
Reverently I set about preparing those things which if all
went well should
restore her. I heated water and filled a bath,
and tinctured it heavily with those essences of the life of beasts
which the Priests
extract and store against times of
urgent need
and
sickness. I laid her chin-deep in this bath, and sat beside it
to watch, maintaining that bath at a
constant blood heat.
An hour I watched; two hours I watched; three hours--and yet
she showed no
flicker of life. The heat of her body given her by
the bath, was the same as the heat of my own. But in the feel of
her skin when I stroked it with my hand, there was something
lacking still. Only when our Lord the Sun rose for His day did I
break off my watching,
whilst I said the necessary prayer which is
prescribed, and quickly returned again to the gloom of the house.
I was torn with
anxiety, and as the time went on and still no
sign of life came back, the hope that had once been so high within
me began to
sicken and leave me
downcast and despondent. From
without, came the din of fighting. Already Phorenice had sent her
troops to storm the
passageway, and the Priests who defended it
were shattering them with volleys of rocks. But these sounds of
war woke no pulse within me. If Nais did not wake, then the world
for me was ended, and I had no spirit left to care who remained
uppermost. The Gods in Their due time will
doubtless smite me for
this impiety. But I make a
confession of it here on these sheets,
having no mind to
conceal any
portion of this history for the small
reason that it does me a personal discredit.
But as the hours went on, and still no
flicker of life came to
lessen the dumb agony that racked me, I grew more venturesome, and
added more essences to the bath, and drugs also such as experience
had shown might wake the disused tissues into life. I watched on
with staring eyes, rubbing her wasted body now and again, and
always keeping the heat of the bath at a
constant. From the first
I had barred the door against all who would have come near to help
me. With my own hands I had laid my love to sleep, and I could not
bear that others should rouse her, if indeed roused she should ever
be. But after those first offers, no others came, and the snarl
and din of fighting told of what occupied them.
It is hard to take note of small changes which occur with
infinite slowness when one is all the while on the tense watch, and
high strung though my senses were, I think there must have been
some
indication of returning life shown before I was keen enough to
notice it. For of a sudden, as I gazed, I saw a faint rippling on
the surface of the water of the bath. Gods! Would it come back
again to my love at last--this life, this wakefulness? The ripple
died out as it had come, and I stooped my head nearer to the bath
to try if I could see some faint heaving of her bosom some small
twitching of the limbs. No, she lay there still without even a
flutter of
movement. But as I watched, surely it seemed to my
aching eyes that some tinge was
beginning to warm that blank
whiteness of skin?
How I filled myself with that sight. The colour was returning
to her again beyond a doubt. Once more the dried blood was
becoming fluid and
beginning again to course in its old channels.
Her hair floated out in the
liquid of the bath like some brown
tangle of the ocean weed, and ever and again it twitched and eddied
to some
impulse which in itself was too small for the eye to see.
She had slept for nine long years, and I knew that the
wakening could be none of the suddenest. Indeed, it came by its
own gradations and with
infinite slowness, and I did not dare do